I am a Terrible Human Being

I have commissions from August and September of LAST year.X___X_{shoot me now.}
Those of you who paid me points last year, I apologize for my procrastination.
I am 100% willing to refund you all your points if you don't want to wait any longer. 
If for some bizarre reason you still believe in me-please remind me what you want.:"D (Gawd I'm so awful..)
And I will make a LiveStream on a weekend or something and FORCE myself to finish before April. 

If you still want your commission-PLEASE tell me what you want and what sizes/BG you paid for.X"D If you want to change your mind to a difference character or something, I'm way flexible with that. I have your character's references saved I just don't remember the details of your requested picture.OTL
If you cant remember what you asked for, I can tell you what you paid and you can tell me something new to draw.

Anyway, I'm SOOOOOO sorry-I know I've already made like 3 other journals apologizing for this but this time I'm ready to take action if you are.X"D 

Please contact me via comment or note as soon as possible.;w;''